Beacuse I -feel like- wanna die.

Because I hate me, and nobody ever would love me, any way.

Because Im stupid and Ill never be smart.

Because I feel that everybody hates me, but never as much as I do.

Because I’ll never be good enough.

Because nothing worth it to me, and I don’t worth 4 nobody.

Because Im alone and I don’t have anyone else.

Because I do that things that Im not proud of, I feel like a Bitch, but I feel stronger in the moment.

Because I’m tired to show me strong, im not.

Because my mom is the best person in the world Im always disappointing her.

Because I disappoint everybody.

Because nobody EVER felt proud of me. And I didn’t, either.

Because I can’t trust in anyone.

Because nobody trust me.

Because, when I think I have friends, I realize, that im more alone.

Because I laugh so loud but my hart scream for pain in my inside.

Because I have not enough blood, to keep on doing this to me.

Because I feel more, and more stupid when I realize that mi wrist is full of scars and I don’t have more space there.

Because I don’t want to hide myself, but if I show me, nobody will cares about it.

Because nobody support me.

Because I don’t need to much, and I cant have it.

Because Im just a dumb little girl in the middle of her biggest, eternal nightmare.

Because I feel impotence every single day.

Because I couldn’t find the person to stay with me.

Because I don’t have nobody in this life, and I’d never had.

Because my “best friend” think that she knows me, but actually, she don’t know me AT ALL.

Because I feel blamed for everything.

Because Im a mistake.

Because I don’t want to cry anymore. But, I just can’t.

Because I hurt people, and I don’t want to be like that.

Because everything that I do, I do it wrong.

Because I cut myself, and I will hate me more if my mom discover.

Because sometimes, when i'm alone in my bed, I think in kill myself.